Should I

I stand on the edge of my life

Watching down and seeing no end

Makes me feel all alone again

I know i messed up my life

But I never wanted to end like this

I am afraid

I am scared

I wish it all wouldnt be like this

But I still stand on the edge

I cant turn back and live my life

So many bad memories

I really dont wanna fight

REF: Should I break down and surrender

          Fall again and never return

         Or Should I stand up and fight

            Bring back my life

           Bring back me

               Bring back you

I dont understand

Why is everything in black and white

Tears fall down from my sad eyes

I am lost

I am gone

All I ever wanted was something

I could call my own

But now I have lost it all.